I am not very good at expressing my feelings. Thinking about writing this blog is making me feel sick to my stomach. I find it hard showing how I feel about things never mind telling people. I am one of them kind of people that would rather people not know how I am feeling and what makes me tick because in my opinion they can hurt you more.
I find it hard to show affection to people, the only person who I am naturally lovey towards is my dog (the poor thing, I treat her like a baby). Okay so yes it is sad that I can only be caring and nice towards my dog but that really is just how am. Not only do I not like being loving to people but I have such a dislike for people be nice to me. Is it weird that I can only take complaints before I go out partying, well if I’m honest no I don’t think it is.
In my opinion there is nothing worse than drunken texts when people tell you that they love you. I have nothing again being in love and all that but in my personal opinion it takes years and years to fall in love with someone. I also don’t think you can be 15 and in love. I don’t get why everyone is so crazy about this whole love thing.
At the end of the day yes at some point in my life I want to fall in love but that really does need to be in the future, I just don’t think I can handle the thought of it at the moment.
Out of the stream and into the night,
A head and heart beginning to fight.
Time passes by, tick tock, tick tock,
The chains around your wrists prepare to lock.
Lack of control your head crumbles,
Your vicious heart strongly rumbles.
A female cries,
As your "I lovge you"'s rise and rise.
Fear, sorrow, anger, frustration,
Why couldn't you have had a little consideration?
Casting your emotional state onto someone else,
I hope you realise these feelings were false, false, false.
Your emotions heightened by what you'd call fun.
But you cannot undo what has already been done.
Humiliation is the expressions that is best to fit,
The question is, was the fight really worth it?
Why rust into something you have your whole life to live. Don’t get old and boring when you’re young. Your teens and early twenties are for living, partying and having as much fun as possible!
