Tuesday 13 November 2012

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You know what, I am not the type of girl to be all lovey dovey but to have someone like that would be amazing.

I don’t really like showing lads how I feel hence why I’m “too sarcastic or just plain mean”.

Lads seem to always think girls want serious relationships and to be honest, no I don’t want to marry you but let’s just see how things go.

Normally I play it too not botheredy (if that’s even a word) and I come across not interested, but tell me, how can a girl be interested without coming across too keen? Okay to the lad I don’t come across keen or even interested but inside and to my friends I am crazy about them.

I can’t see a balance between too keen and not interested. I kinda feel I’m back to year nine where I don’t really know how to act around lads (okay a certain lad).

I don’t want to risk being too proud/embarrassed to say the truth but do I really want to not say anything at the same time?

Half of me is telling myself grow up Danielle he is a silly crush and you are thinking a little (lot) above your level of hotness…

And the other,

Go for it girl what you got to lose? Other than your dignity and embarrass yourself. So not a lot really.

I guess at heart no matter how old we are when it comes down to “love” we are all as clueless as each other. We just need to rely on the good advice of our friends to help us out and lead us to the right decision.

Tuesday 6 November 2012

A Taste of America

Today one of my dreams has just been shattered.

I am meant to be reading as after the whole three weeks I have had off I have read about one page of one book. Slightly pooing myself as assignments are starting to get thrown at us and the seminar I have tomorrow only has a number of seven students (this is the only thing I agree with Mitt Romney with, class sizes shouldn’t be that small!! I can’t even hide the fact I haven’t read the book and there is no chance it will be finished for tomorrow at 9am).

I just had to bring a taste of America to my blog, by taste I mean, I am now going to shove in your face all about my trip to Florida. Although everything was amazing, there were two very key events of the holiday that will just be imprinted in my memory forever.

Swimming with dolphins. Like come on! Who wouldn’t want to swim with dolphins! I know I had said to my mum days before I wasn’t that bothered but as soon as I knew we was actually doing it I was instantly excited. Not to mention the excitement I felt just before I got into the water with them and let me tell you that it wasn’t just because I was stupidly hot in the body suit I was wearing (that I really didn’t want to take off, one of the most ugliest things I have fallen in love with), the freezing water cooled me down almost instantly. I actually got the privilege to kiss the salty lips of Roxy the dolphin. I just couldn’t turn down Roxy.

The second thing, I just can’t describe how inspired I am by it! When our mini agenda for the day was planned out I wasn’t that bothered about seeing some killer whales doing tricks, it was more about the dolphins. But oh my god! The Shamu show was incredible. There really is no words I can use to explain just how in awe I am of the Shamu clam and the trainers. We sat in the splash zone and it is not a splash zone it is a hell of a lot more than that! We was all soaking wet! But that is the beauty of it. Okay I admit the salt water getting thrown at us wasn’t amazing but the vibe, let me say no more.

When we came to deciding what we wanted to do/see again I made it clear that I wanted to see the Shamu show again. But this time we sat where we was able to take pictures, yes it was still good but I didn’t get the same feel as I did when I sat in the splash zone. I am not an emotional person but the show brought tears to my eyes. For anyone that knows me well you will get how good it actually was! I’m not a crier.

So here is why I am totally and utterly heartbroken. I want to be a whale trainer.

Yes laugh all you want but I want a career that I can inspire people. So my plan was if teaching doesn’t work out for me I’ll just go to SeaWorld and be a whale trainer in the Shaum show. Well I thought wrong!! You have to have like a degree in marine biology! Like what!!! Me biology! Be able to dive (I’m more of a belly flop kind of girl) and swim really fast. Im currently in bed stuffing face with chocolate to hide the fact that I could have been a really good whale trainer if they would have given me an easier way to be one. I was really good at training my dog to do tricks, I never ever got mad at her or anything (had to have a little sarcasm in there)!

But don’t worry guys, if this whole English thing doesn’t work out I will just have to get myself a degree in marine biology!

Just like to say a massive thank you to my mumsie who took us to Florida.

Dreams really do come true!